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fumbling to make contact....we learned how our bodies worked

wow...a whole lot has been going on...ive been real busy....

everything has been going extremely well, which makes me afraid to admit it because then something has to go wrong...so well but im still thinking something will have to mess up


schools done for this semester. i got accepted into drexels advanced nursing thing...i dont know how i keep doing these things..there is one catch though...i have to graduate by september...now this is possible, provided i go to both summer semesters and can get all the classes i need...now this whole classes deal happened last time and i got everything i needed at the last minute and it was pretty much the same people in all of my classes..but this whole checking all the time is making me nervous...i dont know how i got into drexel..i can not figure it out..then theres also the doing it..its like an intense year of school...but i dont have to work and its all i have to do..and i really, really (like as in if i dont get a a more fullfilling job, even if being a nurse sucks and blah blah, my head is going to explode) want to do it.

work sucks...but ive been looking for another job..prefereably not retail but ill take it if it pays as well...i got a job as a home health aide but it sucked and wasnt enough money, and i didnt get paid for driving...i made a resume...like my first real resume...ive had to because ive had the same job for almost 5 years now....but i hate it im miserable i dread going there more then anything, well or its the least enjoyable thing in my life right now



brian...if fucking awesome...hes the greatest boy on the face of the planet...now i really dont know how i got this..but im not complaining...i watch alot more movies...and i eat green olives now...we play magic when it doesnt make me tired..i talk shit some times..its funny...the other night i boosted this guy to like 18...and you start with 20...i felt all good....and he makes me smile even when hes not around...


my mom got engaged did i ever say that...hank got her a huge diamond ring...and its so pretty and big and shiny...i dont exactly know whats going on i dont know....
kinda makes me wanna move out...thats also fueling the better job function...i i will not live on blockbusters pay check


thanksgiving was good...i ate a whole lot..i may not of had to work...i cant remember..i didnt have to work christmas..the first christmas in 4 years...

speaking of christmas...that was fucking awesome too...brian got a tree and we decorated it..i made ornaments with glitter..he painted me a bug..and made a stocking one with my name on it...and it had green and white lights, with red and silver balls...and them other real cool lights the ones that look like candles. he got me a salvadore dali puzzle...ive wanted on for years!!!!!and he put nips and the almonds i eat in my stocking..i definatly cooked him a big christmas dinner..i sent him old 97's tickets in a christmas card

christmas here was good too...my mom didnt put up the tree till christmas eve...but its huge...and like the entire living room was filled with presents..or at least 1/2...the whole day when my mom was cooking all this food and doing all this stuff..just like the night before too...she cleaned at 2 am...she kept bitching about commercializm and how next years shes boycotting christmas....guess who really like having the biggest pile of presents....there was one point of the night when i was cooking and she was running around that i said something and i sounded exactly like her...it was really funny...my sister got me a lot of really great stuff like really awesome presents...i got her a fred perry sweater and scarf and some pants that she exhanged for cds...i got alot of clothes ....and on christmas for nannys me and my sister wore the same pants and she had the same shirt on but she changed....


nannys was so fun...there were so many people there cause my aunt judy and her 5 kids were all there and everyone else brought friends..on top of the 15 regulars...you could hardly walk around...and we watched old movies...we dont ever do things like that...i wanted to know what nanny and pop used to look like...so there were some when my mom was about a year old...and one from 84 right when my sister was born, she was just a little baby...we were all playing around on the sidewalk in bathing suits..and i never got to see my pop cause he was always holding the camera....we got lots of pictures too...

i got five new cd's and i got more of those ..shit on my birthday...forgot about that..i turned 22...my mom mad me the cake i wanted cause she was going away...she made me a strawberry shortcake with chocolate covered strawberries...and i got death cab for cutie and appleseed cast..and other cds...dismemberment plan ..um 2 modest mouses...travis..blur...perfect circle...lamb...howie
day..brian got flogging molly and i really liked that...and my mom joined the cd of the month club for me for xpn...and my gift is the matt nathansen cd...i still want alexi murdock and steadman too....i got some other deep elm ones but i cant remeber prolly havent had time to listen to them yet...


um ive been running all the time still..and yoga...which is good cause some boyfriends make you lazy..and ive been doing alot of arts and crafts..ive been trying to figure it out..but brian got more of it then i did...

oh yeah!!!! me and brian are going to stomp on saturday..im so excited and i really wanna see it...and i got a real cute dress and shoes that lace up my ankle...but there like ballerina shoes...ive always wanted those too...

k im done now
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